Because there’s no one else to tell

I hate that we still talk, I hate that I care so much for you when all you do is through it straight back in my face. I hate that you don’t appreciate me but even your own family see what I do for you and wonder what else you want from a girl. You have no idea how worthless and shit you make me feel. You don’t give a fuck about anyone else but yourself. You lie. You cheat. You worm your way back, you’re just a snake in the grass.

The funniest thing is that I know your going to keep doing this to me yet I don’t seem to stop it? So I know blame myself and tell myself its my fault. But I wouldn’t be like this if you were just nice and got off your high horse and appreciated people.

When I drive you’ll become such a beg to me and I will only be spoken to when you want something. When you haven’t got some other girl thinking you’re ‘in love’ with them.

So for now I’ll just sit and cry at what a dick I am and how this could of all ended if I’d of just stuck to my word. Idk if people think this is depressive. I’m letting out how I feel and I’m doing it via tumblr because I bore people with thism

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